Deflowered Virgins

My wife and I were virgins when we married. We knew each other for 8 years and dated for 6 years. We are both Christians but she came from a more religious background than I did. She told me up front that she was saving herself for marriage.  I was also saving myself  and decided early in our relationship that sex was only for marriage. Our wedding day was beautiful.  When we were announced husband and wife my heart was filled with so much joy. This was the woman I know God sent to me to spend the rest of my life with. When the day was finished both of us were worn out. When we went to the hotel sex was the last thing on our minds. Of course I couldn’t wait to come together as one flesh. My bride also couldn’t wait to unwrap me, but both of us were tired and decided we had a lot of time to have sex. We changed, ordered some food and drank some wine just to relax the mood. A few hours later we were ready to experience being together.
I won’t lie, both of us were scared. My wife was nervous that it might be painful and I was nervous that I would do something wrong or hurt her. Both of us being virgins and inexperienced didn’t know what to expect. As my wife laid  in bed, I started kissing on her neck all the way down to her breast. I took off the top and shorts she had changed into earlier, and saw her in a matching bra and panties set. I decided to kiss and lick her body from head to toe, taking in her beauty.
I told her she was beautiful over and over again. I still wasn’t getting hard, which was a little bit embarrassing. I prayed in my head that I wouldn’t ruin this moment between us and hoped to have an erection. I guess it was nerves that got to me. After licking and kissing her all over, I went for my wife’s bra. She was hesitant at first because she had never been completely naked before anyone, but I told her there was nothing to be ashamed of. I was her husband. She relaxed a bit and helped me unhook her bra and take it off.
I gently put one of her breasts in my mouth and sucked on it. I took the other one and did the same thing. Again no erection. I continued to play, lick, and nibble on her breasts. Then I kissed her on her lips and made my way down to her underwear. Before I took them off I put two fingers inside of her panties. I then started kissing her between her thighs. I could tell she was nervous as I was but I reassured her there was nothing to be afraid of. I started kissing her vagina then went back up, kissed her breasts and kissed her on the lips. I went back down towards her vagina and removed her panties. Seeing her fully naked for the first time and looking at her before me finally gave me a hard erection. I couldn’t wait to come in contact skin to skin with my beautiful virginal wife. I wanted to get her really wet before I entered her. Again I kissed all over her body and rubbed her vagina.  When I couldn’t take it anymore and notice that she was wet, I decided the time was right to enter her.
I positioned myself between my wife’s legs, and tried to find her vaginal hole. It was a little embarrassing to fumble around trying to find where to enter her but my wife and I both took my penis and guided it into her vagina. When the  tip of my penis was inside her it was one of the most amazing feelings that I ever experienced.  I tried to go further but felt some resistance. I didn’t try to push it in further because I didn’t want to hurt my wife. It was out first time together. I didn’t even last a minute before I ejaculated. I was a bit disappointed. I thought it would last longer.
As my wife and I laid down next to each other, we joked about not being virgins anymore and how it was a gift from God that we waited for each other. I gave her the gift that no one else had had and she gave me her gift no one else had had. It didn’t take long for me to get another erection, since she was stoking my penis as we laid down.
Again I positioned myself between her legs, we both guided my penis into her. Again I felt some resistance.
It was a disappointment that I couldn’t get deeper. I decided to try and push through to see how far I could go. I wanted to try and fit my full penis into her.
However, my wife said it hurt and to stop. I told her I would never hurt her and that I would go slow. As I went slow I knew I was getting past some of the resistance.
But my wife was in pain. She had tears in her eyes as I went deeper into her. She told me to stop because it was hurting her. I stopped and held my penis inside her until she could relax again.
Every time I went deeper and further into her I felt her body tense up so I stopped and allowed her to relax.
Finally it got to the point that it was too much for her. She was crying and pushing me to get off her, sure it wasn’t going to work. But I told her I was almost past the resistance as I went deeper. It did break my heart seeing my wife crying and in pain. But I knew and wanted to get past the resistance. Finally after going slow, crying, and the pain, I felt the resistance give away and there was a small pop. I felt warm blood on my penis. My wife’s pained face turned into relaxation. She put her hands on my lower back as I filled her. Her pain turned into pleasure. Seeing her face enjoying herself was amazing for me to look at. Soon after I ejaculated,  again not lasting very long. I left my penis inside for a few more moments taking in every ounce of her. I kissed her on her lips and thanked her for trusting me and providing me with an amazing experience.
We prayed as we laid next to each other and thanked the Lord for bringing us together. I was very happy that the Lord guided us and allowed us to give each other away within the protection of marriage.